Life Is Unpredictable

~JASMINE~

His name is Shahir. I used to call him Shah A simple nickname. We were best friend since we were 9 years old. I still remember the first time he came to our school. He and his family just moved here because his father got promoted.

Everyone was so excited when our class teacher told us about the new student. The girl students screamed and jumped excitedly. I don’t understand why they were behaving like that. They haven’t seen him yet. I sat still on my chair and keep staring at those silly girls.

“Tok tok”, the sound of our class door was knocked by someone. Everyone got freeze especially the girls just now. And some of them even stand on a chair to see who the person is.

“Assalamualaikum.” the first word came out from his mouth.

“Waalaikumussalam” Puan Marina answered. While the other girls made a sound that I hate the most.

“Ohhhhhh myyyyy” I bet that you have heard those sounds exactly like how you meet Selena Gomez or Justin Bieber. Nah. You know how their pitch was.

“Come in. Don’t be shy. I’m not gonna eat you.” Puan Marina made all the class laughed. She just wants to make him less nervous. If it was me, I might be shyer and only looked on the floor.

 He walked slowly and carefully towards Puan Marina. He looked different than what I have thought in my mind just now. I imagined he was tall, with cap on, looked rugged, wore sneakers and had a white skin. But I was definitely wrong. Then I remembered my mom has told me once, “Don’t judge a book by its cover”.

So, how does he look actually? Truthfully, he really makes my heart thumped so hard just as it can burst out anytime. I felt hot, my nerves wrecking and my jaws opened. And I don’t realize that I had just made that reaction.

He looks so fine. His height are average as normal boy in my class (quite taller actually). His skin is not too tanned or too white. His hair is black and shines. I bet he always go to a saloon, had a hair treatment. Most important, he is wearing glasses. Truthfully, he is my type kinda boys looking.

OMG!! Is this called love in a first sight???

to be continued...

ARTS #2

HELLO THERE..

as long as i have free time, i will get a pencil or a pen that i can grab. then,i'll sketch anything that had played in my mind. not that pretty or a serious sketch. i just draw what i want.

if i'm not mistaken, it was raining heavily and the lights striking so loud. the weather in my place was cold. i stared people walking and passed by my work place, some of them were running away from the rain. there were also some of them just stood and waited for the rain to stop. maybe because they dont have an umbrella. or they're waiting the time for their class started. at the same time, i was thinking about this girl. then, i drew this girl (yup, the girl with a messy long hairsss).

what can you say about this little girl?

Arts 1#

Again, i changed title of my blog.

ARTS AND ZATI.

I hope all of you feel the excitement as i am with this title. Hehehe.

Well, truthfully, i am not so good in arts. But, i love arts. I love to draw. Most of the time, i draw a human portrait. But now, i tried to play with colors. I was afraid to play with colors because i afraid that i cannot use the eraser to redo my mistakes. But you know what, i was wrong. Playing with brushes and colors are awesome and more interesting.

Now i know why one of my friend had asked me to make it colorful. Because it makes my arts more alive and pretty.hehehe.

Well, again, i hope you guys love to read my blog. And also share any tips about arts. It's a big pleasure for me to get those advices from the more experts in arts.hehehe

*my random doodle-ing

It's Syawal

Assalam everybodeyhhhh..

Lets UPDAT-ING this blogg. Hehehe

Whats up guys. Hows your day? Hopefully your days went well.

Do you guys know what month are we facing today??
Its SYAWAL. or maybe you often hear as HARI RAYA or EID MUBARAK

EID MUBARAK to all muslim friends out there. Still not that late to wish that..Hehehe

Wait a moment. Do you guys really know what is Eid Mubarak?

Well, let me explain a little bit about that. Just a simple elaboratoins.
Orait, Eid Mubarak is kindly celebrated after Ramadhan month that all the muslim brother and sister have to fasting for a month. We are strictly cannot eat anything or even get a sip of water from sunrise until the sun set.

Oh my god. Are u serious??
Yuo,i am. Hehehe

Relax guys. Its just a small sacrifice for us to obey the rules. Its just for a month.
I love Ramadhan so much!
The mosque are full of people praying tarawikh, break the fast together, make bubur lambuk, the bazaar and the most importantly, everyone will compete to make good deeds in order to get more and more pahala  7th times pahala  who wants to leave it just like that right? Like getting a free moneyy.

Besides that, fasting can teach you how to control your emotions, anger, patience and everything. Fasting can also teach you to be more grateful for everything that you have for example, you can eat what you want. Never feel starving like the people out there who is not that fortunate like us.

Alhamdulillah, i achieved my target for this whole Ramadhan month. Hopefully i can keep doing the routine that ive done last month. Pray for me guys. Hehehe

Well, i'll post another entry about my Eid Mubarak for this year!
Hope you guys enjoy reading this emtry. Thank you😙

Lets comment down below about your days for the last month ( the ramadhan), okay? Share it with me😉😉😉

Student vs employee

Hellooooo there..

Omggg.. i almost forgot that i have owned a blog! Opssiee. I was too busy with my life. Last time, if i am not wrong, i was a student. But now, u know what, i am no longer a student.

I finished my degree in 2015. So today is 2017, it means, 2 years i've stop calling myself a student.

But u know what, truthfully saying, i miss my students life. The hectic of waking up early for morning classes, a decent girl with baju kurung with a big blue backpack..and, the most important, i ride a motorcycle to my class.....wowowowow.

Okay. Enough with my stories..

I want to share my experiences  after being a student. I bet, everyone will said a same thing like me, "can i be a student again? Can i just study and study? " even my sister(14 years old) asked me,why people like to say that? But when u are a student, u dont want to study, but want to work.

Do u know why we say so??

First, based on my opinion guys, i had to work to get money. Because money is so important! NO MONEY, NO TALK BEB. Correct, isnt it?

Money- i want to pay back my PTPTN, buy make up, for lunch, dinner, breakfast, go for a holiday, give my parents some money, belanja adik2. Gosh.. there are still way too much to include here. U can understood what in saying right?

When u are a student, u dont have to think too kuch about this. U have money (from PTPTN or MARA,etc).

Second, how to control your emotions with people surround u. I mean, with your colleagues, bos, customers, clients and even with your parents.

I am working at this one printing shop. So, i have to deal with customers coming to our shop. Truthfully saying, there are different kinds of behavior of customers u re gonna meet. No kidding.. the one with nice smile, the one want everything to be settled fast, and of course, the one with high request but keep requesting discounts..

Besides customer's problem, your colleagues also can give cause your stress and emotions problems. I swear about this. Why do i say so?? Because youre dealing with multi ages in your working place. Back then, when i was a student, everyone was in a same age. Easy to handle. But, with a person that is older than you, u still have to think respect mayter if u have something to tell them.. guys, can u understand me? Hehehe.

For this moment, i have these two answers for my question above. Hahaha. Sendiri tanya, sendiri jawab.

So, if u guys have another answer for me, lets share them by commemting down below.

Thanks for reading.😙😙😙

bismillah

empty,
my heart feel empty,
i need something,
then,
i know something can make me calm,
one thing,
that can me comfortable,
solah,
pray,
He listens to me,
every time, every minute, every seconds,
He never forget me,
He gives me everything,
even a tiny thing that i didnt ask for,
the breathing,

my first job ever, Cikgu Zati

Assalam.
hello readers.

well, how's your days? interesting? or borrriinnngggg???
 well, my days are quite interesting. :)

yup, for your information, i just finished my study as a student of degree in biology. and my convocation will be held next year in May, insyaAllah.

therefore, i've been unemployed for almost two months. but, recently, last monday (24th August 2015), alhamdulillah, i've started my part time as a teacher in pre-school for kids 5 years and 6 years old. so, i would like to share stories and my first experience ever as a teacher.

well, my first expectation, these kids are cute and so easy to control.
but but but but but, i was so so so wrong!
hahahahahahaaaaaa

kids nowadays are so so so hyperactive! so hard for me-that-never-have-this-experience. first word i said, they listened. but, next words, no more listening instead, questioning, playing, shouting, fighting, crying and bla bla bla.

what can i do, smile and laugh . u know why?? because they are so cute!!! (for a few secs. but, then, oh no. what to do ya allah) hahahaha.
but, at the same time, i have to think how to control the situation.

after introducing my name, they started to throw a tantrum. i asked them quickly what they have for their breakfast. then, they answered so loud and happy. and some of them asked me tons of question at the same time. just imagine how's the situation in my class.

"cikgu, saya ada kucing. dia comel."
"cikgu, Adif buat saya"
"cikgu, saya nk minum air"
"cikgu, saya nk pergi tandas"
"cikgu, adik saya demam chickenpox. kesian dia. "

 then, i figured out that they like to tell a story too.
not forgotten, kid that dont want to study and keep sulking and keep crying.

oh my life.
hectic.
keep shouting.
i realised.
i learn how to control my tempered, and how to attract the kids.
TEACHER. not an easy job. yup, now i know.


i'll try to figure out more this weekend the way to control these kids.
i probably have one interesting way to attract their attention. if this way give positive feedback, i'll tell uolss next time. hahaha. pray for me.

i hope, you, readers can share some tips for me.
who knows, the tips may be absolutely excellent solution for me. insyaAllah
:)