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Friday, August 28, 2015

my first job ever, Cikgu Zati

Assalam.
hello readers.

well, how's your days? interesting? or borrriinnngggg???
 well, my days are quite interesting. :)

yup, for your information, i just finished my study as a student of degree in biology. and my convocation will be held next year in May, insyaAllah.

therefore, i've been unemployed for almost two months. but, recently, last monday (24th August 2015), alhamdulillah, i've started my part time as a teacher in pre-school for kids 5 years and 6 years old. so, i would like to share stories and my first experience ever as a teacher.

well, my first expectation, these kids are cute and so easy to control.
but but but but but, i was so so so wrong!
hahahahahahaaaaaa

kids nowadays are so so so hyperactive! so hard for me-that-never-have-this-experience. first word i said, they listened. but, next words, no more listening instead, questioning, playing, shouting, fighting, crying and bla bla bla.

what can i do, smile and laugh . u know why?? because they are so cute!!! (for a few secs. but, then, oh no. what to do ya allah) hahahaha.
but, at the same time, i have to think how to control the situation.

after introducing my name, they started to throw a tantrum. i asked them quickly what they have for their breakfast. then, they answered so loud and happy. and some of them asked me tons of question at the same time. just imagine how's the situation in my class.

"cikgu, saya ada kucing. dia comel."
"cikgu, Adif buat saya"
"cikgu, saya nk minum air"
"cikgu, saya nk pergi tandas"
"cikgu, adik saya demam chickenpox. kesian dia. "

 then, i figured out that they like to tell a story too.
not forgotten, kid that dont want to study and keep sulking and keep crying.

oh my life.
hectic.
keep shouting.
i realised.
i learn how to control my tempered, and how to attract the kids.
TEACHER. not an easy job. yup, now i know.


i'll try to figure out more this weekend the way to control these kids.
i probably have one interesting way to attract their attention. if this way give positive feedback, i'll tell uolss next time. hahaha. pray for me.

i hope, you, readers can share some tips for me.
who knows, the tips may be absolutely excellent solution for me. insyaAllah
:)

Saturday, August 8, 2015

E-day (not me okay)

assalam.
hello there.

how's your day, readers? great? sorrow? exciting?

nah, i wanna share my day today. what has happened today was so shocked and blessed.

okay okay. relax. chill.

today, i had to follow my Mak Ngah and her family and my family, including my Mak Lang and her family for a small ceremony, which was an E-day of my cousin (Mak Ngah's son). as usual, i am the anak dara had to carry the dulang. not forgotten, sirih junjung (do your own google image search), our formal tradition.

around 12 pm we arrived at her future fiancee at her home. then, the ceremony begin. basically, the parents and families from both family will discuss together to choose the date of wedding, mas kahwin, and so on. it was fascinating for me because this is where the first bond are created between these families. so pure. then, alhamdulillah, everything went well. but, one more thing....., the climax.

the climax part will be the moment where the future-mother-in-law is wearing the ring on your finger. whooaaaaaa..... congratulation bro!!

suddenly, when we were capturing a picture together with his fiancee, someone called my name.
 it was my roommate when i was studying in matriculation. i was so so so excited and cant stop saying masyaallah and subhanallah and alhamdulillah.

my fate with my friend were so strong. i never expected we will be part of the family. she is one of the cousin on fiancee side.


Allah plan the best for me. alhamdulillah. 
we never know how our fate will be. 
keep praying and changing myself to be a better muslimah.
and may my JODOH always in Allah's blessed.(hehehehe)

Friday, August 7, 2015

introducing me

hello there.

first of all, i would like to say sorry to all my followers and all the readers that has been reading my blog or have known the existence of this blog. and i am 200% sure that you're gonna be shocked with my new look of blog (not that totally new.) something has been changed. 

yup, firstly, the first thing is i changed my title of my blog. no more "LEADTHETRUTHLIFE". instead, i used "PENTAS HIDUPKU". 

Why i choose this title??
it's because"MY DIARY" is toooooo cliche (poyo jeerr). 

so, hopefully you can enjoy reading my new blog with my daily or weekly stories that i get through. yeah, i know, i am just an ordinary person. but, who knows, when you read my stories, you may say it is interesting (i hope so) and you will keep follow my updated blog (sangat perasan). 

next, the other changes i had made was i deleted all my previous published stories (not deleted actually, but hide). why why why and why?

because i want to start new blog. that's all. fullstop.

so, yeah, this will be my first ever introduction to all of you with my new entries and my new stories.

and, please forgive my messed up broken english. trying to improve my english. and please correct me if i wrote wrong, weird english and when it is totally broken. hehehe.(thanks)
you may dropped your comment below my post. 

nice to meet you, reader and readers.